this is life

Saturday, June 19, 2010

back

back home now. parent are like nagging like shit but never mind. i enjoy myself. had fun with the kids and the facilitators. missed sabah so much. :(((. talking to u babe. listen to this.
i know u love my , i know u care. just shout whenever and i WILL BE THERE. u want my love, u want my heart and i will never ever ever be apart.
are we an item? girl quit playing. we are just FRIENDS. what are u saying. but maybe later we will be more then friends wink wink haha. love u ALL ;))

Saturday, June 5, 2010

end

im blogging now. babe came back alr aha. happy to the max, can sms her anything. going out with her to play badminton cant wait aha. now, im bored. staring at the the computer screen doing nothing. i hate it when i have nothing to do. everyone is sleeping expect is sis and i. tonight i am dinner at some place and i hate eating. oh yup god had help me. i lost my camera and i was like praying that hope nobody had taken my cam and at the end the teacher call me saying that they found my cam. i was relived. THANKS GOD FOR HELPING ME IN EVERY THING I DO. HAHA

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

donn leave ME

sigh everyday i have to go to school even holidays had started. i miss my babe. she when to malaysia and later on the 12th on june will be my turn. i think she will be back on the 3rd june. never mind. just focus on netball now.


I MISS YOU
LOVE YOU
AND U WILL BE MY FOREVER

Sunday, March 21, 2010

hey again im ALONE. no one can disturb me haha. i am agitated, my sis read my massage. agrrr.
I MISSSSS MY BESTFRIENDS. i want them now. some friends are not faithful what i told me all my secret, they tell the world world!!! FUCK OFF. SOME FRIENDS ARE TRUSTWORTHY but SOME FRIENDS ARE NOT. 2 out of 10 they are true friends. im so fuck up is everything i do. i wish this WORLD CAN END RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, March 19, 2010

hey im bored but im msg some ppl. I sprint MY FINGER on my pinky sigh... i wish i have a good friend which i can depend on like my trouble and problems . MY friends are like shit, i cant really depend on them now. haha. if i can pause my life awhile. :(( . im SCREWED . i feel like crying

miss dionne, michelle lim, michelle thio, charlotte
FUCK UP sia

Monday, December 7, 2009

yesterday, my whole family piss me off and today is my brother. fuck you man . Stupid brother!! Just because of the bed he ask me to tidy up the bed and he played the stupid xbox from 7.45am until now 2.21pm. fucking piss. asked him to stop, he said he is bored in an angry tone. I hate my life and I wish I am the only child . I rather Go to school, no holidays at all. It is so bored at home . Everyday we must fight, this is no peace in our house.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

over

hey i'm back to blog. thanks for caring during 15dec to 31 dec (dionne, charlotte, maria, xin ying, michelle thio, noreen, farisya and more.) anw its over about my friend relationship. we were best friends but mow we are not. we are like enemies. i feel like my heart is crying!!! sad thing !!! ITS OVER.

a song by Green day

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish some one up there will find me
Till then I walk alone

Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, aah-ah
Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone

Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, aah-ah
Ah-ah, ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone